Order Va a Llover Toda La Noche

©️La Chancleta Voladora

Edition of 300


After my mom was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s, I felt devastated,

overwhelmed, anxious and helpless.

Mi mama se me iba a ir.

En mi desesperación de entender lo que le estaba pasando y

porque nunca realmente sentí que la conocí, empecé este proyecto

llamado, Va a Llover Toda La Noche.

I began going through old family photos, emails, text messages,

collecting old prayer cards, pieces of yarn, drawings, notes- all

sorts of ephemera found in the overwhelming clutter of my

mom’s room.

Cada vez que regresaba a Miami, sentía la necesidad de

documentar todo: mi mamá, nosotras, nuestra colonia, todo.

I became obsessed with the idea that one day everything would

change, that she would no longer be able to speak, or be able to

recognize me.

No estaba lista para no soltar a mi mamá y necesitaba hacer todo

lo posible para tenerla conmigo.



Para mi mamá, con quien he pasado tantos altibajos, verte pasar

por este proceso ha sido the biggest heartbreak of my life.

Este libro te lo dedico a ti.

Even as your disease progresses and your memories begin to fade

away, you continue to teach me how expansive love can be.

I’m sorry that it took all of this for me to really see you.

But I’m here.

I’m with you.

Te amo.

Mom in Mexico City, a year prior to her Alzheimer's diagnosis. She was already showing symptoms- misplacing things, withdrawing from social activities, changes in her mood and increased memory loss.
Mom, as a child, poses for a portrait in Mexico City.
Emails from my mom, dated 2009-2013. One of the first signs of dementia is the loss of cognitive function that can cause seniors to struggle with the use of technology. These days, she has forgotten how to use a computer, and her cell phone causes her anx
Mom and her orchids in Miami.
Mom, surrounded by flowers, poses for a portrait in Mexico.
Using Format